Yes were always together but I never had your attention unless I told you or you are done playing, scrolling, watching and chatting. It came to the point wherein our date got affected by your fight with your coworker through CHAT. Hindi ako nagalit. I tried my best to understand you because if not then magaaway nanaman tayo. Ako na lang palagi. Ang mas masakit alam mo naman kung ano yung pagkukulang mo, alam mo kung ano yung gusto ko alam mo kung ano ang dapat mong gawin pero hindi mo magawa. Sinabi mo pa nga sakin "sorry, lagi akong wala pag kailangan mo ako." akala ko pag sinabi mo to you will always be on my side pag kailangan kita kasi nagsorry ka na eh meaning hindi na mauulit. Pero ano yung nangyari? Ganun pa din. Hindi nman ako napapagod na intindihin ka eh napapagod na akong masaktan. I broke up with you not because I don't love you, God knows how much I love you, but I want you to see my worth na magbabago ka na mapapriority mo naman ako over anything or anyone else, your friends, your games, hindi naman siguro pagiging selfish yung kahit minsan ako naman yung priority mo. Expected ko na eh na hahamunin mo pa ako na sasabihin mong sige or papayag ka agad, pero masakit pala yun. Akala ko kasi magkakamali ako sa inexpect ko na hindi ka papayag, na sasabihin mong let's talk about it. Pero hindi, pinairal mo pa din yung pride mo. Akala ko yung love and care that I gave you will be enough para mahalin mo ako at hindi mo matanggap na mawawala ako sayo na you will fight for my love. But you didn't. You love me yes, but you love your self and your ego even more. I am sorry for surrendering this fight that I thought our fight. Ako lang pala yung lumalaban all this time akala ko kasi nasa likod lang kita na kapag napagod ako ikaw naman ang lalaban. Good bye. To my family, sorry to disappoint you all. Lovey signing off.

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